After a long wait, I cant believe it....
WoW!!!!!!!!!... after a long long wait of 1 month, together with hard work, teamwork and patience, Mr Bryan finally hit his car after clearing 30000pv in 2 days.. i really cant believe it and nothing can really hide or express my happiness for him. Our whole group really worked so hard and after sleepless nights, its finally over. haha. But there's still unfinished business for me so i'll still continue to work hard to strive for the big event on friday(5-5-06).
Thanks to Mr Bryan, Mr Chris, Miss Vera, Miss Yvonne, Miss Yolanda, Miss Jieru, Meihui, Michael, Guojie, Jiahao, Jonathan, Vincent and Myself.... =) love ya guys....
Long wait finally over.. haiz..
After all these while of long waitings, finally the results of the poly postings are out. And guess what? I got rejected by all the polys that I've actually appealed. haiz... god dammit. I just dont get it why they dont accept me. I got the requirements, i got the cut off points. Fuck Them!!
Alrite, guess my only choices are:
1) Shatec
2) Private Diploma
3) NS
So I think i decided that I'm going to Shatec for the study 3 days-work 3 days course. I guess thats the only choice to skip NS. haha. I'm a typical Spore teen who wants to skip NS, who loves to go there and suffer for 2 yrs plus? At least let us spend our youth and then go for training later rite? I guess, I'm the only soul here thinking this way.
Now i guess its the most stressful period of my life.. My school's gonna be damn freakin far, my workload is huge, i still gotta retake my Maths and Poa which freakin hell, i havent even touched it yet. Haiz.... wad am i gonna do man?
But... on the brighter side, today's Joga Bonito tournament.. our team won 3 games.. haha. thats pretty impressive for "our standard".. coz obviously, ppl think that we're the underdogs. so i hope we can qualify for the finals and join our another group of friends, but the likelihood of it is gonna be low. Haha..
Oh yes. I'm finally back to blogger. God dammit, i'm so freakin busy these few days that i cant even remember my freakin password to my account, luckily i wrote it down in some book. Goodness me, i seriously dont remember when was my last post, guess its been around 2 weeks. haha. Ok, i've been busy with work, my studies, night classes and stuff to neglect all my buddies around me these few days. yups.
Now i got a freakin serious problem which i'm not so freakin happy with it. Bloody hell, last monday i woke up so freakin early to call up TP, NP, NYP, SP and RP(all the freakin polys) to check my appeal status. ok, so here i am, eagerly waiting for them to pick up my phone call. Then there it was.. i was told that TP would give me an answer by last friday... i got two words for that; FUCK THAT!!.. i dont even receive any letter or email from them at all. argh!!! (cmon, at least give me a REJECT letter rite?).. and the other polys told me they would have my results by the 10th April, which i certainly hope i will receive it soon.
I've been spending the last two days tidying up my room and i can tell you, its been a real tough job. First, i wanna get rid of all the used papers from my cupboard, and what i need to do is to shift my cupboard in a way that i can feel comfortable dealing with all the stuffs inside. and when i tried to shift the freakin heavy cupboard.. guess what? it toppled upside down.. thats not the worst part, the worst part was... my parents were all asleep and nobody can help me turn the cupboard around. and so.. i gotta wait for the next morning for my dad to wake up and help me with it. That night, i've set my heart out to stay up till 3am to clear my freakin cupboard. so i took out this whole stack of papers, which i think there might be around 1000 pieces of papers in there. there i flipped and flipped, threw and threw all the unwanted papers. Next was time to clear my CD rack. Okay, thats sounds easy.. but... what am i gonna do with it in the first place? so.. as i was so hardworking, and i dont know what to do with it, but i'm still hardworking, i took out all the Cds that i have, and arrange them in alphabetical order by the names of the singer/band, it took me around an hour becoz humans are bound to make mistakes and somehow or rather, i kinda forgotten my ABCs. haha.. ok, jokes aside..
I just gotten my Yearbook a few days ago.. as u know, once we get our yearbook, we will all get excited. So the first thing i did was to flip to the best class ever, 5U.. i was certainly impressed by the way the girls of my class did the page beside my class photo, pictures of our teachers, our football team(just after the TMS Cup finals), racial harmony pictures, picture taken 2 years ago at dennis's birthday party, teachers day picture(i'm e one with e shades haha) and some individual pictures of some of us which i really cant remember when i took it. After that, i flipped thru the whole yearbook and i can say that its quite nice. As i browsed thru the pictures of everyone, i realised some of them, i didnt even know they existed in our school, surprisingly true.
But once i flipped to the last page, which shows our class photo (5U). i cant help but to look over and over again as we shared 5 years of memories together as a class and its really saddening that its ended so fast(ppl reading my blog, pls dont cry.. haha, this is suppossed to be a Happy Blog).
Taufik- I dream
In my mind, I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirits there were eagles dare to fly
In my heart, there's a spark, that can light the whole world around me
An open door where I am sure dreams are
It doesnt matter if i win
Or the colour of my skin
Cos the race is all about believing in yourself
I dream I can run
Like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be
The hero thats in me
When I dream, I dream
There's a time, in your life
When the odds are so against you
There's no defeat if all you keep is pride
First or last, slow or fast, there's a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on when worlds have come apart
It doesnt matter rich or poor
Or the things you've done before
Cos the race is all about believing in yourself
I dream I can run
Like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be
The hero thats in me
When I dream
I dream
Of a moment
That forever will be golden
When the torch is passed, only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone
I dream I can run
Like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be
The hero thats in me
I dream... I dream....
Wooooooooooo......
I dream......
