Oh yes. I'm finally back to blogger. God dammit, i'm so freakin busy these few days that i cant even remember my freakin password to my account, luckily i wrote it down in some book. Goodness me, i seriously dont remember when was my last post, guess its been around 2 weeks. haha. Ok, i've been busy with work, my studies, night classes and stuff to neglect all my buddies around me these few days. yups.
Now i got a freakin serious problem which i'm not so freakin happy with it. Bloody hell, last monday i woke up so freakin early to call up TP, NP, NYP, SP and RP(all the freakin polys) to check my appeal status. ok, so here i am, eagerly waiting for them to pick up my phone call. Then there it was.. i was told that TP would give me an answer by last friday... i got two words for that; FUCK THAT!!.. i dont even receive any letter or email from them at all. argh!!! (cmon, at least give me a REJECT letter rite?).. and the other polys told me they would have my results by the 10th April, which i certainly hope i will receive it soon.
I've been spending the last two days tidying up my room and i can tell you, its been a real tough job. First, i wanna get rid of all the used papers from my cupboard, and what i need to do is to shift my cupboard in a way that i can feel comfortable dealing with all the stuffs inside. and when i tried to shift the freakin heavy cupboard.. guess what? it toppled upside down.. thats not the worst part, the worst part was... my parents were all asleep and nobody can help me turn the cupboard around. and so.. i gotta wait for the next morning for my dad to wake up and help me with it. That night, i've set my heart out to stay up till 3am to clear my freakin cupboard. so i took out this whole stack of papers, which i think there might be around 1000 pieces of papers in there. there i flipped and flipped, threw and threw all the unwanted papers. Next was time to clear my CD rack. Okay, thats sounds easy.. but... what am i gonna do with it in the first place? so.. as i was so hardworking, and i dont know what to do with it, but i'm still hardworking, i took out all the Cds that i have, and arrange them in alphabetical order by the names of the singer/band, it took me around an hour becoz humans are bound to make mistakes and somehow or rather, i kinda forgotten my ABCs. haha.. ok, jokes aside..
I just gotten my Yearbook a few days ago.. as u know, once we get our yearbook, we will all get excited. So the first thing i did was to flip to the best class ever, 5U.. i was certainly impressed by the way the girls of my class did the page beside my class photo, pictures of our teachers, our football team(just after the TMS Cup finals), racial harmony pictures, picture taken 2 years ago at dennis's birthday party, teachers day picture(i'm e one with e shades haha) and some individual pictures of some of us which i really cant remember when i took it. After that, i flipped thru the whole yearbook and i can say that its quite nice. As i browsed thru the pictures of everyone, i realised some of them, i didnt even know they existed in our school, surprisingly true.
But once i flipped to the last page, which shows our class photo (5U). i cant help but to look over and over again as we shared 5 years of memories together as a class and its really saddening that its ended so fast(ppl reading my blog, pls dont cry.. haha, this is suppossed to be a Happy Blog).
Taufik- I dream
In my mind, I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirits there were eagles dare to fly
In my heart, there's a spark, that can light the whole world around me
An open door where I am sure dreams are
It doesnt matter if i win
Or the colour of my skin
Cos the race is all about believing in yourself
I dream I can run
Like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be
The hero thats in me
When I dream, I dream
There's a time, in your life
When the odds are so against you
There's no defeat if all you keep is pride
First or last, slow or fast, there's a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on when worlds have come apart
It doesnt matter rich or poor
Or the things you've done before
Cos the race is all about believing in yourself
I dream I can run
Like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be
The hero thats in me
When I dream
I dream
Of a moment
That forever will be golden
When the torch is passed, only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone
I dream I can run
Like the wind and be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be
The hero thats in me
I dream... I dream....
Wooooooooooo......
I dream......
